Have you ever kept quiet?
Not in the ‘Keep your mouth shut!’ way but in the, there is so much I can say….my mind is never quiet….
So I choose to be quiet until I reach ‘IT’?
That’s where I am.
Not avoiding writing, because I do it everyday.
But in the place where I am weighing words very carefully.
I miss the sound of my fingers flitting across the keyboard, yes.
But, I also read right now.
I do yoga in both the morning and the evening with Eva.
I let myself take naps.
I let my mouth stay shut when I could be talking.
I have found that it lets me laugh more.
I see where to place my intentions more clearly.
Words do what they did before, they form completely in my head and I know what I want to say.
Perhaps, it is age, but I am young.
Perhaps it is the idea that mindfulness is a sort of freedom that is not bought.
I have such amazing things in store as I write!
But I wait to let the world see them because right now…..
I chose to let myself be in the world I have so carefully observed from the window for so long.
It’s not always comfortable. It is new.
But is has allowed me quiet.
I needed that.
Words to be had soon, friends.
Glitter and sparkles,